Friday, June 26, 2009

It's been 5 days since I've been back. At times, I feel right at home as if I never left. Other times, I feel like I don't belong anymore.

Yes, I might not have many friends in Perth. But hey I've still got friends. And anyway I feel like I don't have much reason in coming back anymore. I think people are tired of seeing me come and go. And there are some who I thought were closest to me who are being totally weird. I am becoming quite used to the laidback lifestyle in downunder as well.
And another reason why I don't want to stay as long in Singapore anymore is all I do is bum around and spend money when I could be earning quite a bit back there. And everyone's busy with their own stuff, I don't expect them to make time for me. Everyone's moving on, while I feel so outdated in their lives. The people I thought I'd be most comfortable with, now it's just different. Why do things have to fucking change? Whatever I wrote on June 2nd seems like bull to me.

I feel wrong being back home. If I can still call it that.

Breaking the Habit!