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Thursday, May 29, 2008

I admire how some girls are so good at saying 'No' to food. I wish I could do that aye. But it's too hard I love food too much. I tell myself some mornings,' Okay Pam, you only get to eat breakfast today' and the next minute you see me snacking on something.haha.

I love my winter uniform too :D


Not loving the Leaver's jacket too much though. Like what's up with the freaking flame??I paid a hundred and fifteen dollars. I expected something better! I'm not pissed, just thought they could have chosen a better design or chose nicer colours. haha. Do not diss my myspace pose. yeah, I know I look like shit.


























Oh and we had to fill out this Year 12 questionnaire and hand it up tomorrow. It is not easy mann. I'm just gonna put the list down with the people I chose even though no one reading this would know. haha.

Hottest Boy:Marcus Annamalay Biggest Hair:Neesha Gomes Most Makeup:Sonja Huebler
Hottest Girl:Paloma Smith Biggest Ego:Daniel Casey Most Mature:Leslie Gabriel
Best Body:Luke Mattarocchia/Karsha Syred Biggest Mouth:Yazan Majrouh
Most Annoying:Alexander Sardo Best Hair:Ian Beven Biggest Flirt:Jaimi Botica
Best Kisser: ???? Most Hairiest:Alex Walker Most Sarcastic:Sarah Kerr
Biggest Attention Seeker:Ashleigh Collard Best Couple:Jeremy and Sonja
Biggest Barbie:Danika Sharpe Most Romantic:???? Best Car:Dominic Lim
Biggest Rebel:Jordan Newman Most Innocent:Cassandra Endris
Best Laugh:???? Biggest Cadbury:Kaitlen Selby Most Gentleman Like: Samuel Carello
Best Dancer:Jeremy Lee Biggest Look-Alike:Ashleigh Yates(Ginny Weasley)
Most Revealing:Kirsten Surgeson Best Party:Matthew Fenwick Biggest Bogan:????
Most Likely To Be Famous:Simone Van Vugt Beau of the Ball:????
Biggest Chick Fight:???? Most Likely to be a Millionaire: Aaron Maynard
Belle of the Ball:Lauren Mason Biggest Emo:Jonathan Colgan Biggest Metro:Jake Northcott Most Likely to end up in Jail:Alex Borserini Worst Haircut:Matthew Stagg
Gayest Car:Lawrence Clay Biggest Gangster:Christian Jaswan
Worst Laugh
:Aleisha Cajaglis Clumsiest Person:???? Toughest Boy:Troy Lively Worst Driver:Marc Papineau Funniest Person:Alexander Caniglia
Toughest Girl
:Breanna Vos Lamest Joke:Gary McVey Funniest Laugh:Temily Cao Blondest:Stephanie Randazzo Longest Relationship:Liam and Ella
Nicest Smile:Winsome Cham Ditziest Person:Camilla Masten
Class Clown
:Steven D'Angelo Nicest Person:Rebecca Tloczek
Cutest Person:Jessica Wijanto Hidden Beauty:Philippa Spurr

yeah,so those with the question marks are the ones I have no idea what to put. I'll just get it off someone later. A couple of people said they're putting me clumsiest because of that unfortunate event that happened to me at the sports carnival. Steven said he's putting me for that and cutest.grrrr.he wasn't even there!

Study at Neesha's place after school today with Bec and Steph. yay!pretty excited,hope we get some work done though.haha.
i asked Steph what she got for her Leaver's jacket and she said 'ouch'. And I was like why? Neesha asked me to guess. I said,' Because you hurt easily?' Steph's like,"Noooo,you know how my surname's 'Payne'?" I burst out laughing mann!Don't you guys find that funny?hahahaha.

11:37 PM


Breaking the Habit!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Shit Happens. On the positive side I'm glad I made people laugh.

I've been listening to a lot of Lifehouse and Switchfoot recently. I'm so drawn to Lifehouse's songs more because their lyrics are just beautiful. And though everything's been really good here, I feel kinda homesick. The song 'From Where You Are' really gets at me when I listen to it, I love it.

From Where You Are
So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
So far away from where you are
Standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face






Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here
So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here



Think I've posted the picture of Shaun, Sean and Sufi before but oh well.
These people are always on my mind(:


7:14 PM


Breaking the Habit!

Friday, May 23, 2008

I have never been this happy in quite a while.
Things with friends have been going well. I'm really proud of one especially, I'm glad we're pretty tight now. Love you dear. And the other issues that worried me so much before, concerning other people, well it's kind of died down for now. I hope it's forever. I did not like that tension at all,being ignored and having to put up a front. Over it.

And the whole drama which involves a very special friend of mine, it didn't go as bad as I thought. He really is special, never met anyone quite like him before in my life,ever. I feel so lucky to have had that chance. I wish he wouldn't just be a high school friend. He never fails to put a smile on my face. We've talked about it anyway. I'm always going to be his ' lil pam' and he, well, the spastic brother I never had. And I'll always love him no matter what, even when he shoves my pencil case down his pants.


I'm quite confused about how I feel now though, about a lot of things. But it isn't bad. It's hard to explain.

Anyway, here's a quick update on what's been happening or going to happen :
- Feast day mass was today. And I gave out communion for the first time!
- Attending the school's musical tomorrow! 'Fiddler On The Roof'. Can't wait!
- First Semester exams are in a week. All the best to me!
- Athletics Carnival on Tuesday. Taking part in the 100m race and 100m rely. Doomed!
- Think I'll be getting my Leaver's jackets next week. Finally!





Why can't everybody just get along? Leave all grudges behind and make up. Wouldn't that make life easier for everyone?


11:28 PM


Breaking the Habit!

Friday, May 9, 2008

back from retreat. hmmm it was alright. i really did prefer last year's one though. yeah, it was pretty good anyways.




10:34 PM


Breaking the Habit!

Monday, May 5, 2008

Christ Church Grammer School's ball was awesome mann!I had so much fun. I actually enjoyed it more than I did for mine. And the weird thing is, Sheng was the only one I knew and not even that well. haha. Everyone was so friendly and I met so many people. And I guess I felt more comfortable because the group I was with for the befores and afters were all asians.heh. The afters was pretty good,hilarious much, drunk guys trying to dance to 'Low'.



5:30 PM


Breaking the Habit!