Friday, May 23, 2008
I have never been this happy in quite a while.
Things with friends have been going well. I'm really proud of one especially, I'm glad we're pretty tight now. Love you dear. And the other issues that worried me so much before, concerning other people, well it's kind of died down for now. I hope it's forever. I did not like that tension at all,being ignored and having to put up a front. Over it.
And the whole drama which involves a very special friend of mine, it didn't go as bad as I thought. He really is special, never met anyone quite like him before in my life,ever. I feel so lucky to have had that chance. I wish he wouldn't just be a high school friend. He never fails to put a smile on my face. We've talked about it anyway. I'm always going to be his ' lil pam' and he, well, the spastic brother I never had. And I'll always love him no matter what, even when he shoves my pencil case down his pants.

I'm quite confused about how I feel now though, about a lot of things. But it isn't bad. It's hard to explain.
Anyway, here's a quick update on what's been happening or going to happen :
- Feast day mass was today. And I gave out communion for the first time!
- Attending the school's musical tomorrow! 'Fiddler On The Roof'. Can't wait!
- First Semester exams are in a week. All the best to me!
- Athletics Carnival on Tuesday. Taking part in the 100m race and 100m rely. Doomed!
- Think I'll be getting my Leaver's jackets next week. Finally!
Why can't everybody just get along? Leave all grudges behind and make up. Wouldn't that make life easier for everyone?
11:28 PM
Breaking the Habit!