Sunday, December 2, 2007
matt's party was interesting.haha. like even though it wasn't as wild and not many people were there than the last one,i enjoyed it much more than the previous one.i guess it's cause now i know so many more people and i kind of had a bit more courage to speak to people. the last time i was pretty shy and all i had was pris and she was freaking acting pissed so that didn't help very much.
got to know a few more people, spoke to some random but cute guys there.haha.
i wished i never drank.puked once at the party.got back at like midnight.puked again.from then till 7 in the morning,had to go to the toilet once every hour.haha.so of course my sleep was freaking disrupted.haha.mum's so sweet, she gave me a tablet and let me sleep in.and they all went for mass and met up with my cousins for lunch. this is probably the first time i missed mass for a very lame excuse.haha.
i really can't believe I'm coming back in less than 2 weeks.tell you the truth i'm really not as excited as i used to be.have i mentioned that?like i really can't wait to see all my friends back home and do the things i miss most.but then now i have a life here.and i will definitely miss my friends here.i didn't think i could get so attached to people within these 9 months or so I've been here.but yeah, i have. and i was so excited about staying 2 months back in Singapore.but now i feel that's ages. then i feel bad, cause i've been away from Singapore for so bloody long. and so 2 months is really little compared to like a whole year here. so i really should just see it as a good thing right??like staying for 2 months and making the best of it.
oh my god. this sucks.
i just can't wait till after this Sunday.honestly.i'm such a sucker for guys who are such sweet talkers.can't wait to go to the movies with him.wonder if he genuinely likes me. i wish i could have more time to spend with him and get to know him better over the holidays. then at least things would be more comfortable at the ball. urghh..what to do.
10:35 PM
Breaking the Habit!