Thursday, December 6, 2007
Aly, you were so right about the ending of season 3 of ''The 'L' word". It was so sad!yeap, I spent the whole of today watching it.with my mother.and my sister. It was seriously awkward but i couldn't get it working on the computer. So i didn't really have a choice to watch it on the plasma tv cause we only had one dvd player.yes, that is even more tragic than the ending.haha.
you know i'm kidding.haha.
But it kind of got me thinking. How's it like to lose someone really close to you? I really can't imagine that. Like yeah I've lost my grandparents on my mum's side, but i wasn't really close to them. Yet I felt so much pain and you try to think of memories you've had with them. And every now and then it just comes up.
So losing say,a close friend( touch wood,but shit happens) ,it'd be so much worse. Knowing that you won't ever see them again or like be able to confide in them. And you'll probably think about the times you've spent together.good and bad. and you just wish that you could even have a bad time with them right then than have them gone forever. I don't know, I just think I wouldn't be able to cope with it. I'd just cry my heart out for days and weeks and not be able to accept the fact.
To me, some movies or like shows help you to explain the problems or happenings going on in my life. Like I watch it and then I think to myself ," That could probably be a reason why......." or " No wonder."haha.yeah. For those who did watch the series, you know how Alice and Lara hooked up after Dana's death. My mum reckons it was a way to overcome their grief because they were both close to Dana. And like it was a kinda rash action, you get my drift?
And I guess I'm just saying I did really foolish things when I was upset before especially when my grandma passed away. I was pretty messed up and really wasn't thinking about the consequence and all.
But that's the past and yeah. We learn from our mistakes. Awesome.
12:28 AM
Breaking the Habit!