pamela tan through matt fenwick's eyes.ha.

before i came here,i told myself i wanted a change.i was kinda sick of being myself, inside and out.i think physically wise i'm getting happier with myself.but inside, i hate it.i still find it hard to open up and be more sociable.

i want to be daring.more confident with myself.i want to ask a hot aussie guy out.and not care about what he thinks.haha.seriously.i kid you not.i want to flirt!omg.just try for once.i dont think i do that now.haha.tell me if i do.but yeah i think it'd be fun.i want to prove to vickaye that i can be attracted to cute guys.and that chi-na guys are totally out of the picture for me.i will get one here!hahaha.

i have a choice to make my life exciting.and i shall:D