Saturday, May 19, 2007
my godma called us today.she asked me how i was.and whether i was enjoying myself.i told her i liked it here.and that ive made quite a lot of friends.so it was all good.then she asked me if i missed my friends back home and whether i was excited to go back.i was like hell yeah!haha.been counting down the days and all.she thought i was crazy and asked why when i just told her i was enjoying myself here.
ME: i guess it's just different.i still feel more comfortable with the friends back home.i mean i did grow up with them.and i miss them so much.and they tell me about fun stuff thats happening back home, i'm happy for them.but then again,it stinks too.knowing that i'm missing out on it.
and she was just like well that's life!
i hate goodbye's.ive gotta say loads more again end of next year.my parents never thought about that huh.they're all like oh you'll have a bigger circle of friends.international friends!big deal.its not like i could possibly keep in contact with them after we leave school.since i am coming back to singapore to work and all.and like would they actually continue to use myspace or msn.hmm..dont think so.and like australia is a much bigger country than singapore (duh) so people can go all over.singapore is so small its so much easier locating people.haha.
why oh why cant friends be forever?it would be so much more simple and fun making friends and getting closer to people.without worrying about the hurt from saying goodbye.
11:28 PM
Breaking the Habit!